Yeah, I’ve been living in the red but I wanna forgive and forget

Sometimes I think I’m not that strong
But there’s a force that carries me on
Sick of my small heart, made of steel
Sick of those wounds that never heal
Cause I have lived my life in debt
I’ve spent my days in deep regret
Yeah, I’ve been living in the red
Oh cause I can’t forgive and I can’t forget